I think it’s gotten to a point where I’ve turned numb that I can’t feel anything any more. But honestly, I think I’d rather have it this way. I’d rather be so numb that I can’t feel anything any more instead of the huge whirlwind of feelings that I’ve felt in the past year. Alhamdulillah. I just pray that my heart becomes whole again inshaAllah.
salam(: sorry if you feel offended, but all you do is for Him :) i kinda saw the post about you wanting to kill physics, lol, so i assumed that you are having a rough time studying(?) i do too, then my mom told me, that all these knowledge is from Him, so your intention must be pure, you study because of Him :) to show whatever you have learnt in this world for the hereafter (: just saying (: sorry><
Wasalam, that was actually very thoughtful and generous of you. Thanks. :’)
Next time I get frustrated with school, I’ll be sure to remember this message.